so i caught myself again.
looking to someone else to create
what it is i want.

shakin’ my head here.
you just can’t do that, can ya?
so how come i lose focus so often
and look for that?

yeah, i guess that’s cause that’s what we do.
at least, that’s what i do.
and i just keep getting back up and trying again.

this morning, in seeing it,
i also see how cool it is that what i want to create
is really up to me.

made this as i thought about it all –