i stood at my living room window this morning,
looking out at a beautiful sky.
honestly, sometimes i just can’t get over
the beauty all around us.
‘how can the world be so darn beautiful
and so darn ugly all at the same time?’ i wondered.
i had read a particularly ugly and disturbing story earlier,
and to stand there in front of this beauty after that –
well, it really kinda made my heart spin.
i looked at the light outside.
thinking about how much light matters and how the world
needs more of it, i was filled again with wanting to offer
light in my own world.
not in some big way.
but in all those little ways that are actually hard to do
because i have to keep them in mind, and i have to reach
beyond my own laziness and they’re so small, there isn’t
any recognition for them. the only one who knows is me.
it’s hard to keep in mind. it’s hard to do.
but when i can, it makes such a difference for me.
i want to keep it in mind more.
and i wanted to offer a reminder for anyone else who does as well.
we just gotta keep at it.
and when we get low and unsure,
we can stand with the beauty of the world
and get filled up again. i love that part.
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